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Ugly comments & how to deal with the unhinged!

Tips on what to do when people are toxic liars and a couple stories to share with you

Writing a public blog is a wonderful way to express yourself, be creative and have your voice heard. I highly recommend anyone wanting to write on a topic or topics close to their heart to start one.This is my second blog, and it has become really successful since I launched it last October.

The feedback I get is extremely positive and is encouraging me to continue writing and sharing my voice with you all.

I would like to say a sincere thank you to the many of you who leave beautiful and heartfelt comments. I hear you and I appreciate you and I care about you 🥰

Pretty much all my readers & subscribers find my words relatable, and of value. And that is exactly what I was aiming for when I began writing my blog. Especially given I range from topics as diverse as relationship issues, health & wellbeing, my own cancer journey and return to wellbeing, and of course, my therapy dog George!

However, like with anything when you put yourself out there, particularly online, there is the potential danger of trolls leaving nasty comments. Fortunately, I moderate my blog and I choose not to publish nasty, ugly words or comments that malign my nature or myself as a human being. Because it is my blog afterall and I have the choice to not put negative energy out there!

Steps to dealing with trolls:

For those of you new to blogging or considering blogging and having concerns about trolls, here are some things you can do.

  1. Make sure you set-up your blog to allow you to moderate comments. That means that comments go to a part of your blog that only you can see. You are the Admin of your blog and you can set it up to work the way you want it to.
  2. If you get vile and nasty comments. DO NOT RESPOND. Like literally, no matter how mean or callous or untruthful, do not give the troll or trolls any oxygen. Let the narcissists & flying monkeys vent their spleen. If you respond it will only spiral into even more ugliness.
  3. Read the comments, delete the comments.
  4. It sounds simple, but I know some of you will struggle. It is difficult to be the brunt of someone’s anger and hatred. However, keep in mind that it is their problem, not yours.
  5. You know your intrinsic worth as a human being, your loved ones know you and love you. Other people’s ridiculous opinions are simply that, ridiculous.

Some of the garbage comments that garbage humans have written to me:

Some of the stupid comments I have received literally make no sense whatsoever and do leave me a bit baffled and scratching my head.

I guess people just have too much time on their hands and look for someone who they think is an easy target and then get busy on their keyboards!

Below are a couple of examples and I easily debunk them and prove them for what they are – outright lies made by disturbed people.

There was a comment from a troll accusing me of having a “criminal record” (amongst many other weird & bizarre accusations). Seriously! No idea why or in what context they thought that made any gosh darned sense, maybe they think all Bloggers are sketchy? I don’t know. 🤷

But it is an outright falsehood and easily proven to be a lie (my friends & family were howling with laughter when I told them.)

I worked in education for over 20 years, and I have been a volunteer with a literacy program, a dementia facility and at childcare centres, primary (elementary) and high schools. My workplaces and volunteer organizations require what we call here in Australia a “National Police Clearance Check” – basically a criminal record check – mine is clear, as in, I do not have a criminal record and never have. I also have a Working with Children Card – which again requires a National Police check as I volunteer at schools with my therapy dog.

The comment went on to accuse my ex-husband as well – again no idea why such unhinged commentary was written. First up, I’ve been married twice. My first husband died in 1997 and he is not around to clear his good name, but I am in touch with his lovely sister and for sure she would be stunned at such rank & disturbing lies. My second husband and I are still friends, he is absolutely an upstanding citizen and would be very shocked to hear that he had been personally attacked. But no-one is safe from these lying scumbags.

Go figure!

But the thing with trolls is that they will tell (generally outrageous and laughable) lies. What their intention may be is unknowable, and I don’t waste any time trying to understand, you cannot fathom the irrational.

Another accusation from a nasty troll was that I “slept with a 20-year-old.” Ummm, that one literally had me rolling on the floor laughing🤣

I am 64 years old and as much as I may be in pretty good shape, I think it highly unlikely that a 20-year-old would be interested in me in that way! I guess I could find that accusation flattering? But again, I literally have no idea as to the purpose of such nonsense comments and I won’t waste my time trying to figure it out.

So, to the trolls and the keyboard warriors – jog on!

Therefore, be mindful that blogging is very much a rewarding activity, but there will always be trolls. Just ignore and keep writing, we need to hear your voice!

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Life is a journey, with many twists & turns!

Have you ever felt your life is like a novel, with twists & turns and sometimes ridiculous plot lines?

I have.

In my 64 turns around the sun I have lived multiple lives and reinvented myself over & over again.

It’s been quite the journey.

I feel like I have had so many adventures and so many amazing opportunities. From a gal who started out life in a railway shack in a street and suburb with identical pastel coloured weatherboard (clapboard) cottages (that makes the houses sound cute & romantic, they were not) with the train line running behind the back fence and falling asleep to the sound of trains on the tracks.

A high school drop out who ended up as a university professor and a doctor (not medical, the PhD kind) then ditched all of that to work at her local Bunnings store as the well-being & safety officer. A skinny kid from the wrong side of the tracks whose expectations of life were limited at best and then blew all those expectations out of the water!

I have been married twice, the first time in my teens, the second in my 40s. Widowed once, divorced once. Then throw in a couple more relationships along the way. Some ok, some painful and emotionally abusive.

Add in the mix one amazing, awesome, gorgeous, loving and wonderful daughter and I know I have been truly blessed.

But with each iteration of my life’s journey I found that some of it I have loved, some of it not so much. But that’s ok, it’s all part of the ride and sometimes you just gotta hang onto your hat when the roller coaster flies up, down and around sharp bends.

This morning I was heading to the gym for my 6am spin class. I was driving through a roundabout and I had right of way. I was most of the way through when I got hit by a large SUV. The impact was forceful enough that my car spun around and I ended up facing the opposite direction. That was the most frightening part of the crash, no control and not sure where I’d end up.

The girl who caused the accident was incredibly apologetic, very young and told me she was just heading home (from a night shift). She said she was really tired, half asleep and not concentrating. She literally did not see my car until she hit me.

She kept apologising and she ended up in tears, so I gave her a hug and told her it would all be ok. She was fine, I am fine. Insurance would sort out the damage to our cars. Clearly it was a traumatic incident for her and I didn’t want to make her feel worse. There was no point in my being upset or angry, that really doesn’t help. She needed reassuring. I told her to drive home real careful.

She got home safe.

I’ve spent the day making police reports and insurance claims. I had to swing by my doctor as my lower back was feeling a bit stiff and sore and this evening my neck is also feeling a bit stiff and sore.

I’ll see how I pull up in the morning, hopefully I’ll be fine after a good night’s rest (and a soak in a hot bath).

I often think about how our lives intersect with the people on our journeys. Some people are part of our journey for minutes, others months or years. Some people leave an impact both good and/or bad, others ghost in & out quietly and sometimes you don’t realise they have faded out of your life until you notice their absence. Some are so noisy and obtrusive & painful to your life and emotional wellbeing, then they depart on another branch of the train line, usually suddenly & jarringly. You look back and watch them move off into the distance and breathe a sigh of relief and with a sense of sorrow for the other folk that will be damaged by them.

Car accident girl and I will always be linked by this incident. Hopefully she has learned to not drive tired and hopefully she is mindful that it could have been a whole lot worse, I am grateful it was not worse.

Damaged cars can be fixed or replaced. People can be fixed (mostly, more or less) but they cannot be replaced.

Hug your loved ones and be kind to the people that cross your path, even if that crossing is traumatic, you don’t know what is happening in someone else’s life. Then get back on your train carriage and see where life’s journey takes you next!

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Life is good…

I am in a really good place at this point in time.

It’s autumn time in my neck of the woods and we still have lovely warm, sunny days with cooler mornings and evenings. Perfect for my morning runs and still nice enough to head to the pool for some sun and swimming when I have a spare afternoon.

I’m loving going to the gym and staying fit and strong. My gym buddies are always great to chat with before our workout session/class. Some people think the gym is an intimidating or unfriendly environment. But no, I find it incredibly social and downright fun! If you’re not sure about heading to the gym, see if yours runs classes and sign up. At my gym we are very welcoming of new people.

I’m still going dancing all the time, I have really good dance friends too and their support has been invaluable. Again, if you are looking for something to do either to get fitter or be more social, check out your nearest dance classes and try them out. You will find a whole new community to connect with…

For me, exercise, dancing, eating super healthy most of the time and spending time with friends and loved ones is vital for my emotional well-being and general happiness.

Avoiding negative people is important. That is not to say that you are not there for your friends and family when they are down or struggling with life. We all need to support each other in good times and bad. But negative energy vampires only pull you down to their low vibrational energy.

Sending you all love and light – take care!

 

 

 

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Gotcha!

I’ve received some nasty comments on my last blog post – you can read the post here sans shitty comments.

I am the moderator of my blog, so the nasty comments will not be published. My blog. My choice.

The interesting thing is that the comments appeared to be from 3 different emails, but they are all fake (that’s not a surprise). One was even purporting to be from friends of mine. Just so you know, no friends of mine would ever speak to me that way.

Now how do I know the email addresses are fake?

Storytime:

I am a techie. Have been for years. I have a PhD in Computer Science.

On my blog dashboard I can see the comments, the email addresses, and most importantly the IP address.

Guess what? All 3 shitty comments came from the same IP address.

Now, if you don’t know what an IP address is, it’s the internet protocol number uniquely assigned to the computer from which the comments were sent.

Here is a link that explains IP addresses (have a read then come back, I’ll be waiting).

What is an IP address?

I have done an IP WHOIS Lookup on the IP address associated with the 3 comments and fake email addresses.

I’m still laughing my ass off about this, seriously, try harder!

I’ll even offer some free tech advice to the person trying to flame me.

Use a VPN (Google it, I’m not going to give you everything!).

Or go to an Internet Café to send your anonymous, hate-filled (yet laughable) comments and I will continue to happily ignore them.

Come at me.

I will continue not to publish your nasty comments and I will continue to ignore your ridiculous diatribe. And, most importantly, I will continue writing my blog posts on all the topics I cover. You will not silence me!

p.s. If you don’t like my blog, don’t read it. Simple.

p.p.s. No, I will not stop going to dancing. Stop trying to push me out.

 

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Wear what you want to wear!

Seriously! Wear what makes you happy!

Story time:

I had a partner once who hated when women wore black. He said it was a “nothing” colour and looked terrible on women and that he did not want to see me wearing black. Well ok then, not sure that anyone particularly cared for his fashion statement.

Oh well, my LBD (little black dress) then spent a few years in the back of the wardrobe!

I did realize that this was a little controlling, however I felt it worth a minor wardrobe change for the sake of the relationship. Although, I never told him what he could or could not wear!

Anyway, a little history on the LBD “The little black dress is iconic. When it first entered the style consciousness in 1926 it democratized fashion. It’s short length and simplicity meant that any woman could afford to be chic.” Read more about the evolution of the LBD here.

Audrey Hepburn made the LBD the most iconic and elegant fashion statement with her Givenchy LBD in the film Breakfast at Tiffany’s. More on that can be found here.

Audrey Hepburn LBD

This is Audrey in her fabulous LBD! I defy anyone to say she does not look chic, elegant and beautiful…

So my lovely friends. Do. Not. Let. Anyone. Tell. You. What. To. Wear! Ever!

It’s controlling and also kinda ridiculous.

Here’s a pic of me in one of my dance ensembles…. I think I look cute and I got massive amounts of compliments at dance classes!

woman in black dance ensemble

Be yourself always!

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Surprising benefits of the single life!

There are loads of benefits when you take the time to think about it…

As my daughter said: “…there’s always a silver lining, you just gotta look.”

In this case the silver lining landed in my mailbox. I got my water bill today.

I opened it and was pleasantly surprised to see that it had dropped significantly since the last bill! I realized that it was the first water bill I had since becoming single – the daily charge is averaged out and as you can see in the image below, it has more than halved!

water bill

Now I do like to shower. However, I no longer have another person using up all my water on weekends and visit day during the week. I don’t use the dishwasher as often either. Bonus!

My electricity and gas bills have likewise dropped down a bunch. Then there’s the grocery shopping, I literally have halved my weekly shopping bill. 🤣

But the most expensive item that I have regained?

Peace of mind 🥰

belong to oneself motivational quote

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